Iso 1 be very reasonable where I'm not "somewhere I'm not supposed to be"

Heading is odd I admit , got your attention . Trying to start over and it's on its last attempt before hands in the air....I work hard , pay just as much and times more because I'm a pushover and I say OK I'll get that ... that adds up while I struggle just to make sure I have a roof over my head to hear,,, your not supposed to be here... where do I belong them. Can't afford much and will do odd jobs to make up what I lack in money. I just need a chance and a place I can call home